Addicted To Snuff

Well, here I am at almost 64 hours with no nicotine whatsoever! No patch, no gum, no brain drugs… just me and my turkey I have had my ups and downs for sure, but wow over the last 8 hours I have found it very difficult to control the inner rage that wants to take a baseball bat to the turkey… In all seriousness, I feel very on edge, like my fight response is on every second. I feel like I could just break anything with my bare hands…

I have been taking avena sativa, a natural oat that is supposed to help with anxiety and also nicotine withdrawal cravings, but all that seems to do is make me tired and want to sleep. Now, if I didn’t have to work, then that would be great! I don’t know, I’ll post more later, that is if I don’t smash my computers with my fist and eat them for dinner!

Matt